I think I’ve reached a new stage of commitment to this pregnancy. I’m having a lot less fear and a lot more living in the moment. I have even placed a ticker on my sidebar. It’s scary, honestly, but I have to do this. I have to remind myself that we’re okay, so there it is.
I’m nine weeks pregnant. It’s honestly difficult to believe. I mean, my life is completely different, and I feel like my body has been taken over, but it’s still hard to believe. Just three more weeks of the scary first trimester. Just two weeks until our next OB appointment when we may or may not get another peak, but when we should at least get to hear a heartbeat. That is something I’m certainly looking forward to. Until then, we have my brother’s wedding to distract us. Never in my life have I wanted time to speed up more than right now.